bersabarlah ..
Kan best kalau aku boleh jadi berani mcm ni.
every person has a different thought. but to me. to be with someone but not to marry her, is a BIG SIN.and that's what ISLAM said.and that's how its gonna be next. :)
MARA seatlement
hahahahaha, amik kau, seatle this shit!!! welcome to the family boy :)
well i guess ill be alright with this, though it just CURVE, i had enough for all the year.
all set here.
How this sound so sweet..
GF: Why do you love me?
BF: I have no reason
GF: No. Give me a reason
BF: Oh.okay. Because you're beautiful, caring and attractive..
Girl was satisfied, Then one day she got sick and look Terribly Thin, Pale and Weak
GF: Do you still love me?
BF: Now that you're not pretty and attractive do i have a reason to love you?
Girl Cried. The boy hold her hand and say
BF: Now you Understand? Love doesn't need reasons I Love u and still love you no matter what Happens..
whats in me , for quite some times.
my ambition: get my LAE, move to German, play paintball for the rest of my life professionally, marry a German girl. buy myself a brand new camera for the unpredictable leisure and live happy ever after.
it's hard,losing what you love doing, what you been holding for,loosing what you've been dreaming.loosing it one by one, does hurt till the very corner of my heart.and the change continuously changed. but its for the better of the worse and a quote that exist in MELAYU simple thought..teach to be less advance, discriminate a capability of someone.
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so now its from another topic.
life is getting harder.but its okay, everything in life there's always a fall, and there's be always a way to climb back up.....
so i guess it's just that they dont like me anymore.yessss, i admit theres some culture change with in me.but it has already started way back then. i guess what the act you guys trying to tell me, is just not my way to be understand it clear.but i always stick to principle, thus i can achieve what i dreamt of....to be unconscious for the pass, not to realize what was my capability, what im capable of was so discriminating a simple life that should be live.
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yoooo, its raya.its time for picture.ill upload the picture when its ready ..... stay tuned :)
ey yoooo! the cuti start.
when gadget drugs me
once again i have a wish list :)
1.a brand new phone
2.a brand new camera
3.a brand new speed light
4.a brand new hard drive
5.a brand new LIFE
hurmmmm.
terasa, touching apa beza?!
and now to say that its a very long story line to tell, but its ok ill shorten it.
i have loads friends, 3 of them were involves in this riot/shit/touching/stupid/bugga of life/sick most perfect word for this would be ANNOYING.
so i'm gonna tell this story with a different name from the persona.because this is stupid and this post may bring another issue to this stupid people.A , B , C would be their name.
at first this A, B ,C people including me were close.*sort of* anyway back to the story.this A brings some shit to this C guy, so they fought.so B back this A guy up...i was always in the neutral part and stick to my ego and hypocritical style of life.so a week later this thing grown, B gave some advice on this hypothetically saying, stupid A guy.then this A guy was touched and ignore ME who has nothing to do directly to the situation, WTFUCKKKK life for ...stupid story ends HERE FUCK!!!
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anyway i had way better life this evening, with my homies. all shit when all the way back on track, im freaking not so very happy, but im okay for now.so yea im not in the right mood..but its okay..
now i have my photoshop ligthroom, fyi.hahaha :P












